
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Israel - A Nation of Thiefs

Sunday, November 23, 2008
Gaza Under Siege
!! فلنذكرهم إخوتي عندما نجلس في كنف الراحة والضوء والرفاهية، وعندما نشبع كل يوم ثلاث مرات
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Egypt rock slide tragedy

Tuesday, September 09, 2008
That's life 4 ya ...
I have this urge to just pack and leave. Travel for a while, see a few places I haven't been to, be dazzled by nature's beauty and just some darn fresh air.
The weather is currently killing me. In addition to my allergies, the AC air is just isn't for me. Imagine me saying that in Bahrain? huh? Isn't that just funny... tragic actually. My joints ache due to the unnatural cold from artificial cooling systems, wish you could just open a darn window or something...
well... enough complaining. I can be quite bitchy when I'm thirsty. which I am by the way... totally. The weather isn't helping at all.
here I go again complaining, aaaah what the heck. Its my blog, so I guess I can let out some steam.
The house isn't helping either. We were supposed to move next week. I'm all packed! But no. We have to constantly chase the different suppliers and the waiting continues...
Have a nice day everyone. I sure have tried...
Peace,
SoulSearch
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
When words get lost in my mind...
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
The Devil is in the details
Wake up people...There are children who sleep on empty stomachs day in and day out. There are mothers who can't provide, fathers who are imprisoned, people killed for their thoughts!
It doesn't matter if your blue file is on the red file shelf, or if your invoice was not processed sooner than later!
It doesn't matter if your stationary doesn't match your corporate colors, don't worry too much.
My goodness, the corporate world is driving me nutssssssssss
Peace,
Soulful Soul
Friday, May 16, 2008
The world is just fine...
Monday, May 12, 2008
The essence of my life...
what the hell am I doing in this job?
why do I leave my home, my children, my life, and sit here working my a** off?
how will my kids feel about me leaving them for so long every day?
how do I expect them to grow up and be successful and happy when I haven't been around to make sure they do the right things, think the right thoughts?
I miss their homework every day.
I miss discussing with them what they did in school every day.
I miss their playtime,
I miss their lunchtime
The only event I am there for every day is their bedtime.
They go to sleep and I sit up all night wishing they were awake so I could share their lives with them?
I wish it were that easy to quit and stay at home. I am caught between a rock and a hard place.
There's no escape.
No escape.
I feel seriously depressed. These long work hours don't work for me.
I am unproductive because I feel so emotional. I need a break.
I want to be with my kids.
I want to be around for my daughter when she cries, when she wants to brush her hair, when she experiments with my make up every day.
I want to be around when my son breaks his brand new toy and looks around for someone to fix it, with tears in his eyes.
I want to be there to tie their shoes,
to talk to them,
to walk with them,
I love my job, its challenging, its interesting, its thought-provoking, but my life... passes by
The distance between us. is both physical and emotional.
Soul
Lebanon...bleeding

Thursday, April 03, 2008
War on inflation...
So i guess there are no authorities monitoring the hikes...
Read below:
تشتط غضباً بسبب ارتفاع سعر كيس الأرز
اشتطت سيدة بحرينية غضباً عندما أحضر الزوج إلى المنزل كيس أرز من ماركة «هبة الطبيعة« بوزن 40 كيلو من محل سوبرماركت كبير بمنطقة سترة وحين قرأت السعر قررت اعادة الكيس إلى السوبر ماركت واستعادة قيمتها والتوجه إلى سوبر ماركت أخرى تبيع الماركة نفسها ولكن بسعر أقل.
المحلان قريبان من بعضهما.. ففي الأول يباع الكيس بـ 24 دينارا وسبعمائة فلس وفي الثاني بـ 20 دينارا و500 فلس والفارق كبير بين السعرين مع أن الماركة واحدة.. والمثير أن المسافة بين البرادتين قصيرة جداً. وتمكنت السيدة من استرداد المبلغ وذهبت في الحال إلى البرادة الأخرى وابتاعت الكيس الأرخص وقالت لـ «أخبار الخليج«.. أين لجنة مراقبة الأسعار التي يقولون إنها تحمي المواطنين من جشع التجار
Monday, March 10, 2008
To make a statement
Easy...
God Help us...
It doesn't pay to be cowardly...
Peace,
SoulSearch
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Monday, February 04, 2008
On having children in the Corporate World...
Alot of you would say, if someone felt that way, they should just quit and be a lady of leisure, but that is not even an option for us as a middle-income family.
Our working hours are going to be hiked up soon and will probably be till 5.30 pm, which is crazy for someone with 5 & 3 year old children.
My children are my first priority hands down, and I'm sorry if tha is my number one objective, because in the corporate world they want to work you to the bone, so you can help in generating the highest possible revenues for the company you work for, and at the end of the day come back to a grumpy family, who gives you dirty looks for being out of the house all day, to children who have no interest but to watch TV, watch TV, and watch more TV. Children who need to ask you if "you still love them" ...
Ohh the agony.
I'm at a crossroads, I need to put my priorities straight, but then again, I know what my priorities are, I love the line of work at at the moment but hiking the working hours like this without prior notice is really a disgusting thing to do.
The only thing I'm dpending on is that someone would consider Flexi-Hours, whereby we could show up at the office earlier in the day so that we could leave earlier than 5.30pm, and I would even ditch the lunch break...
I want to have a life,,,,
Peace,
SoulSearch
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Why me?
Why???????
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Sword-wealding Head of State
Sorry Mr. President. You've got it all wrong...
You hold the sword so well. You definitely know how to wage a war or two, or three...
Let me remind you that Palestinians have been in diaspora for 60 odd years. They have been stateless across the globe and live in tents in the Occupied Land while the Israelis continue to expand their settlements on stolen lands...
Dear Mr. President,
How would you feel if you had to live in a tent all your life, rummage thru the rubble of your home, watch strangers confiscate your property, and kill you son or daughter for suspecting them of supporting their freedom movements?
Wake up and smell the Palestinian +Iraqi blood spilling everywhere, or is it only OIL up your nostrils?
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Libya & HIV

I've been in a mental warp for the past few days, trying to find the words to properly convey my opinion on the release of the Bulgarian nurses. Criminals who partnered with a Palestinian intern who committed the worst of crimes. Crimes that have devastated 400+ Libyan children and their families...
After having infected some 400 Libyan children with the HIV Aids virus around 10 years ago, and claimed to be innocent, the Bulgarian nurses are now free. As soon as they touched down on Bulgarian soil, a presidential pardon hits them and they are greeted as heroes!
While around 60 of the children they infected have now died, and the rest have had their lives

Its sad, Libya negotiates with the European Union and the nurses are freed. The whole world cried out when the death sentence was handed down to these criminals who have been convicted, and yet no one ever asked about those poor children, those poor Libyan families.
What would be the international reaction to this crime had the children American or British children? How would the world react if the nurses were Arab or Muslims?
I'll leave that question unanswered as its obvious anyway...
...Yet another Sorry Sorry Arab Situation...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Freed at last

...You now have hope: to come home from Saudi Arabia to your family and friends.
My thanks goes out to everyone who helped secure Juma Al-Dossary's release from the hell hole that is Gunatanamo Bay, Cuba.
Congratulations...
Thursday, July 12, 2007
...To be Fair & Lovely...

I'm seriously sick of this advert being aired on all TV channels that I watch.
Has anyone seen the Fair & Lovely ad that promises to make you "fair" therefore "lovely"!!!!
What the hell are we teaching this generation? That its bad to be dark skinned and that darker girls are not destined for success? Why hasn't anyone pointed that out?
Basically, the advert rests on the same scenario, a girl goes into a salon or something to sell her herbs, clearly looking for a job, but she's turned away by a snoty fair woman. Then her mom tells her to "show them" and gives her the magical Fair & Lovely, that promises to make her just that Fair and thus Lovely. She goes back to the same salon and a guy now looks at her "transformed and fair and lovely, of course" and sweeps her off her feet and she becomes a star!!!!

WHAT???????
...I was stunned to watch the whole charade...
What kind of a message are we sending young girls: if you're dark, forget it, don't even bother studying and trying to be a successful individual, well, just because you're dark!!! Dah!!! But if you're fair, you can be a bimbo, cause there will always be a man (a rich one at that) who will take care of you, so why bother being a successful individual? Why even bother trying?
Race & skin colors become markers that indicate superiority and privilege, and that's what's being reflected through these commercials.
I wonder how that advert would be viewed in the US or the UK? Or are Arab countries and other thrid world countries that they can sell this crap to?
Peace,
SoulSearch :(
Lebanon...
Friday, July 06, 2007
Alan's dream of freedom
